I am not normally a negetive Nancy, but something has just been driving me insane lately. My husband got his divorce papers last week. I am nervous and emotional wreck. That's to be expected of anyone getting a divorce. I would sure hope nobody would be happy about getting a divorce even if it's to a bad person.
But lately, I have so many friends that have gotten engaged and married that I feel like I am slipping under another rock of defeat. While it was our own decision, we never had a wedding. I never got to have the friends and family congratulatory party. No one was happy about it. Truthfully, I wasn't really happy about it. But I want that chance to be able to walk down the isle in a beautiful white wedding dress with my dad and be given away to an amzing and Godly man.
I know that I am young and I still have plenty of fish in the sea to choose from, but that doesn't change the fact that I should have done it right in the first place. I am at a very low point right now where I don't exactly know where God wants me in life. And with that, I feel extremely lost. I just pray that God will give me another opportunity to do the right thing in the right way and bless me for it.
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